Oct 15, 2011, 05:13 pm
hi alli, ive got a deferred spot at CDU which im trying to decide whether to take up next year. im an EEN so i'd be starting in second year.
at the start of this year i was going to pick up maybe 2 subjects and see how it all went- but the start of my year ended up being totally crazy with personal things going on, and i decided i would just defer while i still could and leave it for a year.
however, ive got to say, that initially when i DID think i was going to be studying this year, i actually felt completely lost trying to figure out how it was all going to work?? now im a very computer savvy person, i do pretty well with self directed work etc...but i just found that right from the beginning it felt really strange just reading lecture notes online etc and couldnt make sense of how this system was actually going to work for me? i felt like it could be really easy to get sort of lost in all the notes and wind up feeling like it was all a bit of a mess bcos i was already feeling that way within only a few weeks of the semester beggining. i dont know whether its because im a pretty visual kind of person so although i can spend lots of time on the computer doing stuff, initially i still need the concreteness of a lecturer standing in front of me discussing things and giving instant feedback. or the other option is that bcos the start of my year was such a mess, that my brain just wasnt capable of seeing the online learning aspect clearly, perhaps it will be a different expereince if i try again with a clearer mind?
im probably not doing a great idea of explaining this : ) but im just wondering how you felt about it all and how it has progressed for you throughout the year? i was even starting to think that i wouldnt bother with CDU and i'll just do an internal course in my own state in the next few years. but the lure of the 'idea' of being able to study subjects part time and still be able to start a family etc is making me feel like i should give CDU another chance.
your advice/ prespective on how youve found it would be really great. im also going to copy and paste this ramble ive written into a new thread to see if i can get some feedback from others about this becasue i need to get a move on and make up my mind i think!
thanks in advance!
jules